I am so puzzled that whether I should go to see Jin's concert or not.

It is because my father has already lost his job. He has not yet found another job successfully .

He's very poor...being fired owing to......63 years old..........

He went to some companies but those companies did not offer him an interview!!! Just let him write down his data..................T________T Travelling for hours, having such outcomes...so poor dad....

And for me...I am 24-year-old now....why I am still studying.......

All salaries that I earned from Summer Full-time jobs and part-time jobs have to fulfill the University fee and my day-to-day expenditure.....and I do not have extra money for my parents...........................

If I can graduate and work earlier....my dad no need to endure such pain and stress......................

Sigh,,,,my fault...........  

If I even go to Japan..........I think I really am very selfish............only care the feeling and happiness of myself..

But if I cannot go to Jp, I am sorry to Jin...and I am sorry to myself as well !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cos this is Jin's first solo concert...I must go to Jp.....I must............>_<.............................

So.....now....I hope my dad can reap a job asap, and then I can go to Jp without any guiltily !!!

Though everything sucks...........

Though I am in battle...............

I must try hard !! Ganbarimasu !!! Just like the man on my blog banner, who look like Jin, keeps running~!!!

I am running as well~!!!

Everything will pass.......................I am sure!!!!!!!!

I will have a job interview on Tue, I hope I will be successful !!! Cos I have to work for Jin's solo concert~!

I must be successful!!!   Cos I believe myself !!!

By the way, I bought "Bandage" last Wednesday~~

This song really is very good ar! After I listened to the song, I feel happy ( /^0^\ ) Yeah~

Jin, Arigatou :]

こんな人生、終わりましょう！！！！！！！！！

My Dad was fired......................................

I hv already watched the PV of Bandage la ~~:)

Jin was so cute and he expressed his rebellion in the PV la...hahaha.....^^

The song really is so great, I like the melody and the feeling~~~Also, of cos, I like Jin's voice. LOL

But I dun really know what the meaning of the PV is ~~~ I just saw so many ppl from different counties. Does it mean that MUSIC is all around the world? Music renders people from different counties come together to have great fun??

Oh, Jin, can you tell me, please? ^^

PS. Jin said that he wanted to learn Spainish....Oh...I wanna cry >_<

Cos I just know Cantonese, English, Japanese, Thai and Putonghua...but ZERO SPAINISH..................................T_T

As I have to earn money so as to go for Jin's concert, I went to Labour Department yesterday. I recieved an interview offer and the job was "Health goods Promoters". Then, I went to the company and it was located in Industrial District.

When I arrived, I thought it's really weird. It was a company for selling "Keep Fit machines". And it seemed that the machines were not cheap. It has been some cases that about cheating money in Hong Kong. After you joined the company, they would force you to buy their products. If you dun buy, you will receive no money................

Sigh >.<..........So, I decided to leave......and I have to find another job la.

Today, I sent so many application letters to some companies. I believe that I can find a job soooooooo soooooon!!! ^^ (As I have a painstaking life....>_< hahaha, works works works are good for me la :p )

PS. I think the man in the banner of my blog who is running the fastest looks like Jin very muchhhhhhh~~!!! (esp. the hairstyle LOL)  hahahahahaahhaha!!!!

Jin sang "Bandage" in yesterday's Music Station and I think he sang so well :) Though he missed one sentence...(hahaha........dun know why...^^)....but really was a very good performance!

Lands- Bandage (MS)

  ฉันอยากไปญี่ปุ่นเจอกันJinอีกมาก

　ＫＡＴ-ＴＵＮの赤西仁（２５）が来年２月に東京・日生劇場で初のソロライブ「友＆仁　Ｙｏｕ＆Ｊｉｎ」（７～２８日）を開催することになり１８日、都 内で意気込みを語った。同劇場でミュージカルや芝居ではなく、コンサートのみの公演としては異例の１カ月間にわたるロングラン。同劇場でのロングランコン サートは、１９７０年代の故越路吹雪さんのリサイタル以来となる。
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　初主演映画「ＢＡＮＤＡＧＥ　バンデイジ」（来年１月１６日公開）でロックシンガー役を熱演した赤西が、また新たな“音楽の領域”に足を踏み入れることになった。
　これまでＫＡＴ-ＴＵＮのライブのコーナーではひとりで歌うことはあったが、ソロでのコンサートは初めて。しかも、昭和の大スター・越路さんの長期リサイタルで知られる日生劇場でのロングラン公演という、栄えあるステージとなる。
　１カ月間もひとりで歌い続けることになった赤西だが「（堂本）光一さんだったり、亀梨、滝沢君も何だかんだでサラっと（長期間の主演舞台を）やってるの で、大丈夫でしょう」と自信たっぷり。現在、オリジナル楽曲を制作中で「踊れるものにして、お客さんにも楽しんで踊ってもらえたら」と意気込んだ。
　コンサートにはゲストコーナーも設ける予定。ソロ曲「ＷＯＮＤＥＲ」を共同制作したクリスタル・ケイ（２３）らが候補に挙がっており「表には出てなくて も、音楽と向き合って生きている素晴らしい人はいっぱいいる。違う土台でやってるシンガーとマッチしたとき、いろんな発見がありますから」と多種多様な アーティストとのコラボレーションを熱望した。

仁くん、私を示した？？？ハハハ～YEAH~~~ Frankly, I really wanna sing with Jin so very muchhhhhhhhhhhh

My aspiration！！！

Jin is going to hold one month solo concerts in FEB 2010 !!!! I really am so shocked!!!!!! And I really am so happy...>3<

I could not imagine that my dream would come true. >__< I have been waiting for nine years!!!

So...........I really am happy!!! Nearly burn into tears!!

Now, my missions are to lose weight and to find a well-paid part-time job. I must go to see Jin's solo concert with a pretty appearance, hehehe^^

Right then, ciao, see Jin sooooooooooo soon :p

"Never regret something that once made you smile."